eloooo life.. long time no updete...misss

aiii kehidupan... huhuh.. rindu nya aku nak updete... pulak dengan kehadiran lelaki yang ada sebelah aku tur..

( remind!!1 he not relly approve be my bf) huhuhu..=p

ini aku nak share a bit la pasal life aku yang da terlepas lama ni

masa yang agak lama tuk aku lalui hidup aku ni....

kepergian.. pak UDA, adik kepada bapak aku.. banyak memberi impak besar dalam life aku ..

dan juga pemergian mak utih ku... impak terbesar dalam life aku sekeluarga.. namun aku kene terus kan hidup ni tampe menoleh kebelakang..

pada 11/07/2009... pulak hari yang sangat mengembira kan aku .. company ku buat dinner for all members.. dan aku and crew.. enjoy .. make a paty started!!!!!

wahhhh.. lama x updete bloggg..

HEloOO... this a few week im bz with my assigment and all my duty .. and my Pc also got a problem.. so im just sand back to the center.. then now ... DONE!!!

huhhuuu... em im just feell so Happy right now.. 

so what i like to shared about my 4time work as a models..

em i make a show in hotel selesa johor bahru ..on 09may2009,

and this all a few photo that i can share..

miss JOHOR NEXT TOP MODELS2009

tgk tur atas kepala aku .. tur r .. tande kejayaan yg aku idam2 kan n semua gadis idam2 kan.. huhuhu bangge kejap aku.. coz bende ni masuk majalah tapi aku x tau majalah apa.. huhuhu nanti kalo aku dapat leh shere lagi kannn.....THE MODELS OF THE YEAR 2009johor next top modelS..

this a few pict whan im Make up for the last  competition on that day...(DIFRent look ) ( OPRa concept)

wow .. im win this time competition for first runner up from the 25 contasten total all after deduction left 13 more then a finel saction im jus be a winner for a JOHOR NEXT TOP MODELS 2009 ...

this all 13 CONTesten... me aat the

 middle...

this pict is not vary clear because this my certificate .. for miss (J.N.T.M)

u wan to know this guysss.??

fwenn...

i have a bit story about a few of guys that i know it before..tilll now they r steel my fwen 

just sometime life have a bit change...

because what we wan... can be what we dreem of... so for this time i like to introduce some of guyss before till now thay steel my fwen that i naver know what is the complite life they all....

yeahh like this of guys.. i jus know tham for a while... ether that.. the guys who put a skete behind.. he's name is aMier.. for me he a nice person... but jus for first week we know each others.. but for a long time he jus a normal guys and jus a normal person that we can raspect like a fwen...who's jus same like others..

ok bout 3 oF this Boyy... They a BEt Boyy..

Notty..funny.. and to much talk...

(1)Masly he's nice.. but i can explain anything bout him

(2)QaYYum he's nice before whan first time i meet him with engku.. but now.. jus God KNow all about Him

(3)ahmad.. i not really know about him... so no comment..

Engku Abdul man... he's a nice person.. but mayb im jus see him in outside look.. he's my first love... whan im rich my age 14years.. i have lot of story about him inside my memory.. i don know wye ... start we make our own way... every years we never miss to meet each otrhers in the different life and different way.. days to days.. month  to month... years to years...

em something missing ,... a few years that we not contact each others.. god wan to intoduce me to someone that have a relation with EngKu aBduL MAn...

PAK ENGkU... he is my customers.. i know him whan im work at HOTEL EDEN (the zon regency hotel by the sea) he fathers of EngKu man.. he a very nice person for me.. every time i see him .. i talk to him... i jus remember to my father ...(he's lift me whan im really need somebody to love me...) but now ..but now the person that i respect like my( father)(ether i know him not for a long time) pak engku also lift us in this world...( a nice person like him god more appreciate than us) ....

so this all guys.. will always being inside memory ... today tomorrow and mayb forever aslong im steel with this blog...

( SO . Appreciate people, what ever hpend ether we don know them)

foto shoot bridal

this comming birthday so spacial for me..becouse april is my day.. happiess day and luck..

this foto shoot for my comming com.

NFL bridal JOHOR TOP ModeLs

SAKIT HATI........

 KO MCM X ADA PERASAANNNNNNNNN KO TAU XXX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

KO MEMANG  PENTING KAN DIRI SENDIRIII......................

oklah.. apa yang korang baca minggu lepas mungkin satu perasaan aku yang tak terluah kan..

aku taktau nak lepas geram dengan sapa...

aku terlalu selalu kene buli... aku x  terpikir pun kenapa aku kene tullis mcm tur!!

aku nak rasa buli orang yang ada di sekeliling ku.... tapiii...... aku hanya maknusia biasa 

semangat aku kejap jerk ada than bila x jadi... apa yang aku nampak jalan semua nya penuh liku.. aku hanya mampu

tangisan...jerk yang menemani..

minggu demi minggu hari demi hari... aku masih lagi macam ni... aku try apply keje kerajaan... tapi x dapat becouse... dia nak lelaki jerkkkkkkk wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

wahh kenapa lah last minute jadi macam ni

... aku bukan x selesa keje kat clark hatch... semua orang yang ada kat keliling aku bebaik.. mcm bos aku christine lam.... tapi... ada lah satu bende yang buat kan aku meluat..dan juga x mau lagi keje dan dia dah hilang kan semangat aku .........

aku x pernah rasa macam ni tuk hidup dalam berlenggu makluk2 tuhan yang selalu ambik kesempatan atas kebendulan aku ni..(bendul ker aku???) 

(adalah ckit kot.....) wiwiwiwiwi...

so coz tu r aku di injak2...

kepada sesiapa yang mengenali aku.. doa2 kan aku semoga semangat aku yang hilang ni datang kembali lagi....

helo life... im afraid long time not rite anythg inside my blog.. so that wye im feel that im miss it

so this what i do aslong that im not be here...

1) hot x kete 2 tur.. em yang paling hot sekali yang kaler putih tur.. wow minat giler aku tgk oz kete aku jus simple2 jer .. so x moh letak dlm blog.. mayb next month aqu akan letak dlm blog .. heheh baru bangge...

2) aku masuk pertandingan miss silivete.. picture dia aqu x dpt shere banyak la.. em becoz x bnykk,, so kalo tenguk  yg paling atas tur ... see lah .. heheh

3) doa2 kan dapat tempat pertama masuk silvite model and allsoo... jb top model.. please wish me luck....,